What should I do I'm so confused on what to do?

Sometimes loneliness can be intensified by the lack of self fulfillment. And at age 14, hormones can intensify feelings too. Sometimes stress can overwhelm a person and lead to a depressed state (or desperation). There could be lots of reasons why you feel this way, but the important thing is to switch your focus. Try a new hobby, meet new friends, exercise, learn to cook, get a mage. Focus on yourself, rather than focusing on what you want to have. Men are attracted to fun, confident women, not someone who is bummed because they don't have someone. Have some fun! Finding a guy can sometimes lead to worse desperation when they break your heart. Take time to find out who you are, focus on things that make you happy, volunteer to help someone in need, take dance lessons. Life is so much bigger than finding "the perfect love", because there is no such thing. Love is work, challenging, & self sacrificing. Ask people who have been married awhile.